learning more about you makes me love you even more
yea,, he’s amazing <33
let me love all of you. your mind, your thoughts, your kindness, your laugh, your soul, you heart. i want to love it all.
having bpd and needing constant reassurance but not asking for reassurance because ur scared of being abandoned but constantly thinking ur being abandoned bc ur not being reassured overall. i feel annoying. i drive myself insane in my head but i won’t ever ask because i feel like i’ll push everyone away, so i don’t say anything, but i still push them away anyway
“you’re so mature” thanks i was traumatized at a very young age :,)
Anonymous asked:
I lowkey like you but we've never talked,,, are you looking for a potential relationship or are interested in someone rn? :(
i’m somewhat talking to someone atm but we can be friends and if things go well we can see :)
been about u since i met you
Anonymous asked:
What about the new person you met? Are you conflicted in your feelings for multiple people right now? /Gen
somewhat. though i haven’t known them for all too long they are getting up there with him which is honestly impressing since i’ve been trying to lose feelings for this man for years because it’ll never happen.. i really really like the new person, they’re so sweet and we have a lot in common and they’re really interesting, but no one has ever competed with him and now i’m conflicted.