nightmare in disguise

i am a walking carcass

bpd shitposting actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd bpd problems actually borderline bpd fp bpd vent bpd mood bpd favorite person

Anonymous asked:

Tell us more about this person! What do you like about them? I love hearing people gush about that stuff!! :D

oh goodness, i could gush for hours..

he’s my best friend, i’ve known him for almost 4 years and i didn’t even know i loved him till his ex boyfriend pulled me aside while they were dating and said “you like him don’t you?” i felt so embarrassed that i had no idea i was infatuated with this man before that.. but i was. he’s so kind, genuine, he’s smart and talented.. he’s very fuckin smart- he teaches me things without me having to sound stupid for not knowing.. he’s gorgeous and it pisses me off that he doesn’t see it. i’ve told him everything, we make jokes towards each other, bully each other, have fights but always by the end of the day we tell each other we love one another and he’s so understanding towards me and my mental illnesses. he’s literally the whole package. he doesn’t see it and it pisses me off. he tries not to trigger me as much as he can but i know sometimes it’s hard. i’m not someone that you can easily get along with when i become attached.. especially when it comes to him. i cry and spiral and i feel bad cuz i always want him around me. when we hangout it’s never that awkward anymore, we just talk about random shit and watch tv, sometimes we get drunk and play with his cats and then i start arguments because i get drunk and start trying to confess my feelings i don’t let show,, but he deals with me. i couldn’t thank him enough for that. he’s changed my life and i don’t think if we ever stopped being friends i would ever recover.

bpd shitposting random lovedumping idk ask response asks open dms are always open :) remember you all are loved and appreciated :) drink water and stay safe <3 beloved.txt

you have lips…i have lips,, hm interesting

hah time for yearning hours i’m a whore for pet names pshsjxjsjs he called me darling could cry i met someone not my fp that makes me feel giddy.. i’m excited is this what being in love feels like?? if so i’m fuckin down bpd shitposting yearning post i’m not yearning or anything i promise.. soft yearning mlm yearning gay yearning

nothingbutloveforyou

Anonymous asked:

laying in bed with your lover <3 legs tangled together as you talk about your days, fingers brushing over each other’s faces and mouths as you slowly slide closer to each other before you finally kiss goodnight and head off to sleep, wrapped in each other’s arms

nothingbutloveforyou answered:

YES EXACTLY! THINGS LIKE THIS, WHICH DEFINITELY MAKE ME SWOON AND CRY AND SOB!!

memorycycle

*twirling my hair* yea im always so scared haha. of everything *batting my eylashes*

insomniac-weirdo-deactivated202

It hurts so much when I’m without you

My heart aches for you

just-sad-vibes

i constantly feel like im draining all the good out of everybody around me

cuidarnos

not to sound like a pervert, but i'd play with your hair and listen to your problems

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💫 u are 💛　

　✨ my world 💫

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fuck small talk, how old were u when it all went wrong?

bpd shitposting actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd bpd problems actually borderline bpd fp bpd vent bpd mood bpd favorite person i wanna know everything.. fuck small talk i hate it

nightmare in disguise

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