i wish i could tell everyone how bad im struggling
“I am exhausted with trying to be stronger than I feel.”
— Unknown
Unconditional loyalty does not exist to non BPD people. They leave. We stay no matter what.
i mean this from the depths of my soul…. i'm so tired of healing from things i didn't deserve.
Anonymous asked:
i get those bursts of laughter sometimes too, usually it's when i start to physically feel everything that's been building up start to oberflow. i think it's just an little burst of emotion to maybe make space? sometimes it'll happen but then the laughter bleeds into those body wreaking sobs an all of a sudden im in the middle of a panic attack 🥰 aren't unstable emotions fun
oh i totally understand, happens to me once in a while too. it’s good to know i’m not the only one that thinks they’re going crazy when it happens tho :)
Anonymous asked:
Hey.. as a fellow borderline,I was wondering if you ever experienced something totally opposite of depression ? I wouldn't say it's mania, it lasts really short and is often followed by insane laughter, i.e.dying of laughter without any particular trigger nor reason? I feel insane at those times. Thank you.
i have, i get those times when i’m at work and there’s just something that triggers it in me.. my coworkers at first thought i was just laughing at something funny but then now they realize it’s not. so that’s fun :,) but to answer your question i have felt that feeling and it feels like you’re about as crazy as it gets.