it’s you, it’s always you..
Anonymous asked:
red lavender yellow :)
aw thank you, message me my dms are always open :)
I think one of the hardest parts of having BPD is the intense lonely feeling that I get. It doesn't matter how many friends I have, how often I go out, once I get home and am alone again it consumes me. I don't feel anything else but the emptiness that comes along with feeling alone.
Anonymous asked:
beige
i’m glad i have people like me, <3 i love you and i’m proud of you. drink water, eat something (even if it’s small) and take your meds if you have any :)
Honestly I think I'm just gonna stop hoping for a partner at this point
i work all the time for barely any money- what kind of life am i living? one where i want to kill myself every day, have panic attacks and stomach issues, barely take care of myself? i don’t understand why life can’t be simple.
i know this is probably gross to put out onto the internet but like i just got a shower and my hair was so matted- i ripped the shit out of my scalp and realized i’m just gonna shave all my hair off because if i’m gonna live so depressed i don’t want to look like a fucking grub ball
