i'm not saying he's the most adorable boy i've ever seen but. no nvm i am saying that
having bpd while also being very self aware and in therapy is just constantly mentally beating your brain with a stick every time you have a toxic thought
i thought we were connecting, what happened..
this man is something else
i hate when people say, "you need to forgive to heal/move on". no I do not. that motherfucker doesn't deserve my forgiveness + you can't forgive someone who's not sorry. they were supposed to protect me but instead they permanently damaged me. they do not deserve my forgiveness.
we all talk about how great it is to lay on a boy's chest or lap but have you tried being the pillow? healing.