she’s a 10 but she’s secretly posting about you on her yandere tumblr blog
he* but literally me posting about him.. oops
trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
she’s a 10 but she’s secretly posting about you on her yandere tumblr blog
he* but literally me posting about him.. oops
Bad? No, I’m not getting bad “again”. This isn’t something “temporary”. This is the state I’ve been in for a long time. But when I become mentally exhausted from all the pretending, that’s when you see it too. It’s getting bad “again” for YOU. Because for me, this is something I have to deal with every day. Every hour. Every moment. I am only showing you the tip of my emotion, because if I let you see it all, you won’t be able to comprehend how I am even existing. You’ve seen nothing.
I really feel like im losing. Like I feel so controlled by my trauma, anxiety, depression, disorders and it's overpowering me. It controls my life. Everything in my life. I feel so paralyzed and so fucked up. Why can't I just be normal. How does everyone else make it look so easy. I'm tired, exhausted, really.