trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
i would NEVER wish bpd on anyone. its a horrible awful mental illness to deal with
*me lowkey wishing my fp had bpd too so i could be his fp as well*
I can be your dream,
Your knight in shining armour,
I will be everything you ever wanted,
Anything to stop you from you leaving me.
hung out with him ^-^
i wanna go to a park with you late at night and just dance, kiss and laugh into the darkness of the night but he engulfed in your warmth and brightness of your smile <3
fast replies are a turn on
1. what pd/pd’s do you have?
2. when did you realise you had (x) pd?
3. what is your best trait from (x) pd?
4. what is your worst trait from (x) pd?
5. what is something you want people to know about your pd?
6. what is the worst misinformation about your pd, in your opinion?
7. do you enjoy having (x) pd? why/why not?
8. what is your worst fear?
9. do you care about how others perceive you? why/why not?
10. if you have npd: what things do you believe gives you the best narc high?
11. if you have npd: what do you believe gives you the worst narc crash?
12. if you have bpd: what do you believe gives you the best euphoria?
13. if you have bpd: what do you believe gives you the worst episodes?
14. if you have hpd: what makes you feel good?
15. if you have hpd: what makes you feel bad?
16. if you have aspd: what makes you feel good?
17. if you have aspd: what makes you feel bad?
18. do you struggle with any addictions? if you’re comfortable saying, which ones?
19. are you in recovery? if not, do you want to be?
20. which symptoms are you working on to recover?
21. which symptoms have you recovered from, if you have any?
22. how do you think you developed your pd, trauma or genetic?
23. do you have anyone special that help you with your symptoms/pd?
24. do you have a favourite/chosen/trusted person? if not, do you want one?
25. do you have any other disorders? if you’re comfortable saying, which ones?
26. do you believe that your other disorders affects your pd? why/why not?
27. do you ever feel like you don’t belong because of your pd? why/why not?
28. do you care about your appearance?
29. is it important for you to have a good image?
30. do you think that you’re a bad person?
31. do you have issues with internalised ableism connected to your pd?
32. how long does an episode where you feel really bad last for you?
33. how long does an episode where you feel really good last for you?
34. do you sometimes feel good about feeling bad?
35. do you think you deserve good things? why/why not?
36. do you identify as a “bad” person sometimes, all the time or not at all?
37. do you like being the centre of attention? why/why not?
38. what is something you consider hard for you to do because of your pd, that seem to be easy for non cluster B’s?
39. do you need validation about being a good person? why/why not?
40. do you care about winning when playing video games, board games or card games?
41. do you care about being the best looking person in the room?
42. do you like to dress up in hopes about people noticing and complimenting you?
43. do you feel entitled to attention?
44. what’s the worst thing you’ve been called because of your pd?
45. how do you react to criticism?
46. do you experience paranoia?
47. if you’re comfortable saying, do you have any delusions? and which ones?
48. are you professionally diagnosed or self diagnosed? (this blog is pro self dx don’t worry)
49. if self diagnosed: do you want to get a professional diagnosis? why/why not?
50. how do you cope during episodes/crashes?
51. are you in therapy? if not, do you want to?
52. do you have a hard time masking or unmasking?
53. do you experience strong anger/rage when upset?
54. have you told people close to you about your pd? if not, why?
55. how do you react to negative comments about yourself?
56. have you lost friends because of your pd?
57. do you fear abandonment? why/why not?
58. do you ever feel like you are superior or inferior to others? why/why not?
59. do you feel like criticism against you is a personal attack, that it’s not fair or that they just didn’t understand you?
60. are you ashamed of having a pd?
feel free to send me asks or reblog this to receive asks yourself!
i hate that i’m still hoping
