today's mood, 06/09/2022.
i’m so sorry for everyone who has childhood trauma that’s still effects them
we were just kids we deserved better
you deserve better
That BPD moment when you have to edit what comes out or your mouth to not say horrible hurtful unforgivable unjustified things during an argument.
Everyday we wake up and really choose peace.
I wish I could kill myself and take my body with me. I don't just want to die, I want to completely disappear. I never wanted to exist.
I will literally try to kill myself over anything then act like I didn't just have an attempt
if you ignore my homicidal & violent thoughts then you’ll see that i’m a really good person
fuck everybody else, i only want you
wish i was in a field by myself and drunk and puking and then i die and the ground eats me