The sad part is when you know you're getting worse again and you can't do anything about it.
everything feels so wrong i am in the wrong skin on the wrong planet or something everything is wrong i hate this fucking feeling
*flirting* god i want to bully you so badly
I find bpd love so painful so much of our love (in my opinion) comes from obsession and there are only really certain types of people who also want the same kind of love.
We meet
We fall
We burn so fast and so intensely
That when it’s over we have nothing left of ourselves we put it all into this person.
The breakups are so hard because we aren’t just loosing that person we are loosing every single part of ourselves we poured out and into them.
Our love is so deep and intense we loose everything when it’s over.
The moment I’m all alone and have nothing to distract me is when I fall apart and I give in to self destructive behavior
We've talked about how weird it is to be an adult that grew up suicidal and now doesn't know what to do but what about being an adult that grew up suicidal and still is suicidal now and has to deal with responsibilities being forced upon you but not seeing any point in any of them because you think you'll just kill yourself eventually ??
It's really weird going to college and having to put effort into it when i don't think i'll live enough to graduate.
they’re minor inconveniences to you, to me they’re world-ending tragedies
Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself