nightmare in disguise

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

i wish my family understood neurodivergency more cuz maybe they wouldn’t think i hate being around them that much and maybe just realize i need a moment of space, they don’t even understand social batteries either it’s like they just think i’m weird and rude which fine i guess but like damn idk i wish i didn’t come off as rude all the time to them

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bpd is telling someone you've known for barely an hour, they're your favourite person to exist and you would give them your entire heart and when they don't reciprocate it after the next hour you feel heartbroken then hate them more than yourself and tell yourself they ain't shit but then you grieve them and plan to never interact again only to get excited again thinking about them but then you picture killing them. All in a few hours.

a thing i will never understand with bpd: how some of you have jobs. how. you must be truly strong to do it with this disorder because i seriously hate going into my shifts every time and consider ending it all just to not go

actually bpd bpd problems bpd bpd vent actually mentally ill actually borderline bpd fp bpd mood bpd shitposting bpd favorite person just got told today i get to close by myself for the first time and i could cry thinking about it i truly dread going into my shifts every single time i wish there was a job i had where i didn’t have fo interact with people as someone with severe social anxiety my job makes me so fucking anxious and i don’t even host

i’m a 10 but i will obsess over you until you get bored of my obsessiveness, then i still will be obsessive :’)

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood tw obsessive behavior tw obsessive thoughts obsessivelovedisorder actually obsessive i have a hard time showing my love without completely being obsessed it’s a problem i think it might stem from my abandonment trauma but it’s more likely for someone to not leave if you love them so much i’m a 10 but i don’t genuinely think im a ten but like it made sense to do it in the format :)

yea i’m a 10 but if you don’t actively tell me you love me every day i automatically think i’ve done something wrong and your love for me has diminished :)

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood it’s one of my many flaws that drive people away :’) i’m a 10 but i don’t genuinely think im a ten but like it made sense to do it in the format :)