trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
If I'm cursed with having FPs thanks to my BPD, why can't my brain at least attach itself to people who care for me
I guess it's the cPTSD and attaching yourself to emotionally distant people because it mimics the false/difficult/confusing love you were given as a child and thought was normal love.
Ah damn it trauma.
i just wanna hang out w someone without feeling annoying or feeling like a bother
if u wanna spend eternity with me lemme kno, i need a couple more seeds to plant in this flower bed
i’m just so tired of this shitty life i live, it’s pathetic that this is my life.
Sorry i was gonna text you back but the weight of my own inadequacy made me unable to have a single thought without bursting into tears
i can't handle living in this body and mind anymore
