trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
Everyday is a fucking struggle i never seem to get better no matter how many years go by i've been like this for longer than i can remember and i've been more tired than i can take
i wasn’t meant to be happy, now was i?
eating ur brain so i have a better understanding of your thoughts about me <3
it kills me inside everyday that my inner-child has always only wanted to be loved, understood, and cared for, but hasn’t gotten the chance to feel that at all from anyone or anything. is it truly too much to ask for? to be loved? is it? i genuinely don’t know at this point.
When Lorde said "I am my mother's child, I'll love you 'til my breathing stops. I'll love you 'til you call the cops on me..."
I felt that on spiritual level.
