i am without joy, for my life is in a constant battle of things my soul wants to abuse but my brain no longer cares for. im in a tug of war with being a good person and fucking off because life is meaningless
if i start writing letters and poems that i never show you every time i feel possessive, jealous, or loving will that somehow help manifest you catching feelings for me?
i want someone to write me love letters. tell me how much you love me, that you miss me, that you’ll never let me go.
i don’t do casual, i wanna live inside ur skin <3




