nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

[tc-blossom]

I want to stop loving you.

But whenever you smile, my heart races.

Whenever you laugh, my knees get weak.

Whenever we meet eyes, my palms sweat.

Whenever we talk, I get nervous.

My mind tells me to stop, but my heart cries proceed.

[nightmare in disguise]

[earl-greytea]

The only time I'm with you is in my dreams, in my fantasies.

[nightmare in disguise]

[janesdeath]

the way I loved you wasn’t normal and the way you broke me wasn’t either

[nightmare in disguise]

[sickdelights]

"Where do you see yourself in 5 years?" Dead, hopefully

[nightmare in disguise]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[nightmare in disguise]

[bpdgotmelike]

it's getting bad again. i'm struggling to get out of bed, my room is a fucking mess, i can barely get myself to shower or brush my teeth, and have zero capacity to do the things i need to get done. everything is so heavy and i don't have the strength to carry it.

[nightmare in disguise]

[bpdgotmelike]

how difficult it is to have been an adult as a child and now a child as an adult

[nightmare in disguise]

[bloodhonnie]

Im sorry that talking to me is such a fucking chore

[nightmare in disguise]

[moodchangingring]

[nightmare in disguise]

[bloodhonnie]

Feeling bad about feeling bad