trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
Having an fp is so fucking embarrassing. Like “hey🥺I’m willing to do anything for you and you don’t even think about me🥺I will respond to each and every single comment you make and lather you in attention when I barely get anything from you🥺my heart skips a beat when you come online🥺you’re my everything look at these 10 things I found just for you🥺please talk to me please please I’ll do anything for your attention🥺” like kys
i’m so tired of this fucking disorder, laying in a dark room crying can be one of the most isolating things in the world
well my fp decided to just not tell me he has a gf now, i could kill her and him. why did he not tell me.. am i too fucking psycho.. i hate this life i live and if i disappear off the face of the earth i hope he knows it’s because of him.
the worst kind of sadness isn’t the manic suicidal kind where you are actively trying to die, that’s the most dangerous but definitely not the worst
the worst is the giving up and letting yourself live but feeling like you’re rotting from the inside out, the feeling of becoming more hollow by the day
the world is prettier when you’re around
I’m such a fucking idiot for actually thinking someone could like me!!! There my stupid brain goes being delusional again!!!
