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cluster-b-culture-is

Anonymous asked:

cluster b culture is hearing “you don’t owe anyone shit/you can just leave/etc” and going “ah, so it’s ok for me to disregard anyone who doesn’t give me what i want! got it!” and when you realize it applies in the opposite direction going “ah, i see now! i don’t have a right to Anything, Ever, and it’s ok for everyone to disrespect and abandon me, cuz i probably earned it by annoying them! got it!” there is no in between

cluster-b-culture-is answered:

athshaolaithe
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Say you break your ankle. You could know everything there is to know intellectually about the injury. Even with this vast knowledge, you will still experience physical pain.

Now take this logic and apply it to things like ADHD, autism, clinical depression, and other less visible/divergent disabilities. You cannot think your way out of feeling.

That is to say: you are not a bad, lazy, or selfish person for struggling, even if you know why you are struggling.

latenightcupsofcoffee
latenightcupsofcoffee

If you have any cluster b disorder then this is your reminder that you do not have to fight ableists right now, or ever, if it impacts your wellbeing. It is okay to take a breath, it is okay to simply ignore/block people if they put your mental wellbeing down. It is okay if you don't non stop reblog or post to fight the currently rising stigma for all of us. You come first, and if you feel better not engaging in this mess, don't.

Take care of yourself, i love all of you

crying because i am myself again, i’m sick of this

had two panic attacks today and broke my streak of not having them for months i’m starting my new job and my first shift is tomorrow and it’s stressing me out so much it doesn’t help that it feels like my fp is trying to distance himself again and he probably isn’t i’m just making shit up and freaking myself out because that’s what i do best i’m so sick of this goddamn disorder actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent bpd actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood fp tingz

It is extremely important, now more than ever, to remember that having a personality disorder does not automatically make you a monster. You’re not a bad person because you have a personality disorder.

If you know someone with a PD, consider reassuring them and giving them some extra love right now. I, for one, am incredibly distraught that Heard was supposedly diagnosed with BPD and HPD, because she’s extremely abusive, manipulative, and narcissistic, and it casts a very dark, judgemental shadow on the rest of us. I’m afraid to tell anyone that I’m borderline ever again bc of her. I am nothing like AH. Mental illness is not an excuse for toxic, abusive behaviour, nor is it the reason for someone mistreating others. She chooses to be a monstrous, vile person. We are not all monsters like her.

If you support AH, get the fuck off my page. Sincerely, a lifelong male victim of abuse, who also has BPD and ASPD.

boneflakes
boneflakes

Being passively suicidal is a very strange and isolating way to feel.

I could be ok, enjoying things, have had a nice day, but if you was to offer me the chance to end my life that was 100% successful then I wouldn’t hesitate to take it.

Don’t get me wrong, when my mental health is poor, I am actively suicidal but even when I am well, I would still choose not to live if given the choice.

Then I hear of a lovely lady who was so full of life and happiness, that has lost her life and I can’t help but envy her, If only I could take her place, give her the chance to live like she wanted and ease all her loved ones pain.