trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
i fucking hate myself. i hate how i always have to sabotage my own happiness and drag myself down even or especially when things are going well. i hate myself for treating myself like i don’t deserve peace and safety and stability. why do i always ruin everything. why do i ruin my own fucking life when i’m trying so hard to heal
How is it that one person slightly raising their voice at me completely triggers me and makes me feel like a helpless child again?
darling, you should be with me!!
not them!
me!
i'm the only one who loves you!
why can't you see that?
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? im still alive and i dont know why
