trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
“omg why do you hate someone so much they didn’t do anything to you???”
they took my fps attention off me thats reason enough:))
Anonymous asked:
autism and bpd culture is having a lot of emotions and not understanding them
mentally-ill-and-nd-culture-is answered:
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I have zero interest in strangers. That’s why I can’t make and keep friends.
I try to convince myself that I’m empathetic but in reality I’m not, I’m just hyper vigilant to others’ negativity.
I hate small talk. Don’t ask how I am as a greeting. I don’t care about your life’s drama. I’m hyperfixating on my mental state.
If someone starts giving me an excess amount of personal attention, like messaging me 24/7? I start to take interest, but as soon as there’s distance again I stop caring entirely or freak out about the distance.
Relationships are so hard. All I want is to love and be loved.
no one is ever excited to talk to me anymore
“remember when you-” bro please shut the fuck up
i want texts saying you couldnt sleep because you were thinking of me, is that so fucking hard
I love you, more than there are stars in the sky and grains of sand at the beach
I fluctuate between "my needs are unreasonable, I should repress them so I don't have to bother anyone" and "I've been through so much. I deserve a bit of understanding and comfort"
