i swear on everything the next time i open up to anyone will be my autopsy, i’m sick of this judgement
i’m sorry. im so depressing love, i tried. i tried to fill this hollow heart, i tried to mend these broken bones, i tried. im sorry i didn’t succeed.
I don't want to be a trans boy, I just want to be a boy. I want to be born male. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm having dreams now where I'm crying because the dream people call me a girl. I want a masculine voice and no chest, a skinny flat body, I want to be taller, and I want this horrible feeling of dread to go away.
"you control your feelings and how you react and what you react to" sHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! NO I DO NOT!!!
“stop making your disorders your entire personality”
ok so here’s the problem… i have a personality disorder sooo…
i want you to know how much pain i'm in. i want you to see how much pain i'm in. but then i think that that's manipulative. and then i shame myself for thinking something so manipulative. which only makes my pain worse. and then i want you to know how much pain i'm in. i want you t-


