at first i was like “i have no friends” as a joke but bro.. i don’t think it’s a joke anymore
why is everything constantly overwhelming
the bpd urge to love bomb and then cut them off when they start showing reciprocated love because what if they leave
to die by your side seems like such a heavenly way to die
when i imagine happiness, it’s always with you. when i imagine comfort it’s in your arms. when i imagine security, it’s you taking care and protecting me. you are the one that sees every part of me and doesn’t run away, please keep me forever.
someone tell me where to get a sugar daddy because damn i’m ready for one
I’m not super sad or hurt when I see you. But I do miss you and I do want to talk to you. But I can’t. I wonder if you noticed I unblocked you. I wonder if you wondered why I did. I wonder if you think of me.
you’re the most important person in the world to me. you disgust me on every level. i want you to be happy. i fucking hate all of your friends. i want you to myself. i have never felt such seething hatred for someone in my entire life. hearing the slightest bit of exasperation in your voice makes me panic. you don’t deserve someone like me. i need to push you away. i need you. i crave you. i’m going to ruin you if i stay. i wont be able to function if you aren’t around. i want you to myself. i hate you. i love you. you’re the worst thing to ever happen to me and i want you to suffer for it. i want you to suffer for the way you’ve hurt me. i love you so, so much.