nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

[the-blended-system]

I wish I didn’t feel rage when you don’t respond as fast as I want. I wish I wouldn’t feel abandoned by an exhange of text bubbles. I wish I didn’t obsess over what you do while you’re not answering. I wish I was fucking normal. My brain is killing me.

[nightmare in disguise]

[pspsps-meow]

[nightmare in disguise]

[dj-maemae-bpd-bimbo-deactivated]

Ive been told I’m a little dramatic 🤡

[nightmare in disguise]

[borderline-coraline]

Whoopsie doodle my silly noodle not everyone finds this funny and now I gotta go try IOP for the fourth time

[nightmare in disguise]

[dj-maemae-bpd-bimbo-deactivated]

[nightmare in disguise]

[like-kites]

[nightmare in disguise]

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

[nightmare in disguise]

Me sitting in the shower dissociating

[nightmare in disguise]

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i be like “im not THAT mentally ill” and then fantasize about my beautiful yet dramatic death several times a day

[nightmare in disguise]

[jelzorz]

sometimes you catch yourself wondering "is it me?? am I the problem??? Is anything even wrong or am I making it up???" And that, on its own, should be enough to remind you that it was fucked to begin with