nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

[ellebean-deactivated20230126]

I think I start to resent people when they don’t love me in the ways they promised or in the ways that I give them love. And I know love languages exist and communication, but why do I end up always being the one that gives and tries more and then being the disappointed one? I just want someone who matches my energy.

[nightmare in disguise]

[sickdelights]

cant talk rn i'm busy being a danger to myself

[nightmare in disguise]

[sickdelights]

Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself

[nightmare in disguise]

[sickdelights]

of course i'll get over it but if i don't be dramatic first i'll die

[nightmare in disguise]

did it hurt? when you realized that your childhood trauma was going to affect you for the rest of your life and truly changed you as a person and didn’t just give you a good sense of humor?

[nightmare in disguise]

[rosepxtlz]

I!! JUST!! WANT!! DEVOTION!!!!!!!!

[nightmare in disguise]

[yan-aes]

When you talk about other girls, I feel as if I can’t breathe, and pit opens up in my stomach please only love me…

[nightmare in disguise]

[ambitionsofcandlewax]

*writing in a diary with sparkly pink pen* *proceeds to transcribe the most depraved and horrid thoughts in my head* *dots i's with little hearts*

[nightmare in disguise]

[girlfriendkiller]

*writes a list of everyone I want to kill and how I want to maim them in pink glitter pen*

[nightmare in disguise]

[eunoia-rose]

if you could see yourself through my eyes, honey, you would see that you're nothing that you say or think you're.

you're so perfect, so divine, so flawless, so impeccable, so many things that just express how wonderful you actually are.

if only you could see yourself as i see you...