trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
Anonymous asked:
Undiagnosed BPD culture is finally having a chance to get a diagnosis and then self-gaslighting and doubting mountains of evidence because you feel like it will not be believed.
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
undiagnosed bpd culture is being so attached to your fp that you don't have any relationships outside of them and then they leave you and you completely shatter mentally
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
i’m only loved by you when i’m useful and lately you don’t need me
i ask you to do one fucking thing for me. one. do you know how much i put on the line for you every single fucking day? you can’t show up for the thing that i have rehearsed six months for? one fucking thing i ask of you. to show up on my fucking birthday and watch the show i’m in. one fucking thing i ask of you and you tell me you can’t because it’s not important. fuck you. i fucking hate you. and the worst fucking part is i’ll be having a panic attack in the dressing room on my eighteenth birthday with no one to calm me because the only one who can is you and you fucking know that. i hate you so so much. why can’t i just get over the fact you’re never gonna want me or even care about anything that is important to me. why. why do i have to be so fucking in love with you. you’re the worst and best thing that has ever happened to me and i just fucking hate it.
when the abilify kicks in i’m like @_@
My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had
That moment when it just hits you that you’re not particularly good at anything and you’re not particularly interested in anything and you’re not super close to anyone and you don’t have any plans or passions or personality and you’re literally just…. There
