trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
My traumatized brain: everyone will hurt you and no one can be trusted
Well I did it again, destroyed something good before it even had a chance.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I act like a child. I'm sorry that I can't control my temper. I'm sorry that when I see red I need to make you feel as horrible as I do. I'm sorry for the vitriolic shit that I spew. I'm sorry I can't be normal.
Being alone is so much easier, there is nobody to disappoint.
I'm fucking humiliated once again, maybe one day I'll learn to shut my mouth...
Anonymous asked:
cluster b culture is accidentally upsetting someone and spiraling out and desperately needing validation and comfort but knowing that if you ask or let them know you're spiraling out that it'll come off as manipulative so you just have to internalize your pain and suffering
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
undiagnosed bpd culture is having your parents refusing to let you be psychologically evaluated and blaming literally all of your mental issues on your phone despite the fact that they don't even let you do anything on it
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
cluster b culture is swinging between crying because i feel like an evil monster and reveling in how fucked up and evil i am
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
And you’re crying, ugly tears running down your cheeks, eyes red, head throbbing, nose running, because you—you’ll never be good enough for them, will you
i hate how i always come running back to you
