yea life is great ://
I feel myself splitting and it's so crazy how you can go from loving someone to hating them. BPD is exhausting.
i wanna kill everyone that makes you sad!!
i dont care who it is
i dont care if they apologize
i will break them
mmm at first i was like i want a toxic, possessive, violent boy to be unhealthily obsessed with me as a joke but i don't think it's a joke anymore
I just want to be good enough for you,, Is that what I have to do to make you notice me.. To make you care about me..? If thats really what it takes to be loved by you then Ill do it.. I want to be in your arms so bad,, I need you to come to me and tell me that you need me just as much as I need you.. Please come to me,, Ill try my best not to disappoint you,, I really just want your love.. Why cant you see that? Darling please.. Dont make me beg,,
Say,, Do you even think about me throughout your day? Do you wonder what Im doing? Do you think if Im okay? Because I think about you all the time,, thats why I did what I did.. Because I was thinking about you,, I did it all for you my love..
Im so sorry for having bad days,, Im sorry for being sad,, Ill try to not do that again, just please promise me that youre not mad at me.. I want to see you smile, I want you to be happy that youre next to me.. Darling please..
i desperately want to stab you until your guts are everywhere. i want to carve my name into your skin. i want to make you forget who you once were. i want to make you to cry i want you to love me ♡
I want to kill everyone who has ever hurt you!!!