nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

[nightmare in disguise]

when i say i miss you— it means i miss when you used me for your own benefit, because then you at least gave me the love i wanted. i miss when you held me against you and held my hands, when you gave me the love i longed for. when you ended it, i swear i’ve never seen myself as more useless and vile as i have before. you ruined how i view my body, my insecurities that you told me i was nothing to be ashamed of. every time someone has loved me like this they’ve always left after they got what they wanted. i thought you were different. nothing has ever been about me, and the worst part of all of this is that i should be so upset and hate you for all of this. but it just makes me love you more. i’m absolutely vile. i crave the toxicity of you, even though you ruin the way i think and act. i can never get enough of you.

[nightmare in disguise]

[nightmare in disguise]

[vampiekiss]

i wish i could hold you and take away everything hurting you. it’s painful!!!!! i’ll make it all go away

[nightmare in disguise]

[yandereyumemiru]

you make blush so much, i wrote dozens of love letters for you, i wanna carve your name into my skin, i wanna hold your hand, the very sight of you makes me blush. i wanna be with you. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

[nightmare in disguise]

[lovesick-corpse]

I want to give you flowers, I want to spend hours writing letters for you and send you paragraphs on how important you are to me.. I really need you..I know I tell you that you mean so much to me a lot but do you really understand that I mean it? Do you know to what degree I care about you? Can you imagine what I mean when I say I would do anything for you? Youre always so sweet to me.. Do I truly deserve you? Heh.. Even if I dont.. I wont let you go now. I will never let you leave. Its not like youd ever want to leave me in the first place, right?<3

[nightmare in disguise]

i want whatever the people who run at 6am have

[nightmare in disguise]

[kissme-imscared-deactivated2022]

maybe you love me, but would you DIE for me?

[nightmare in disguise]

[thoughtsaretoomuchforus-deactiv]

[nightmare in disguise]

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