nightmare in disguise

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

if i don’t ghost you for months, just know that you’re special

if i don’t ghost you then that means i like you and i physically can’t stop talking to you which hopefully should make you feel important though for me that just means i have developed yet another favorite person bpd problems actually bpd bpd vent bpd memes actually mentally ill bpd bpd favorite person bpd shitposting actually borderline bpd fp bpd love bpd stuff bpd mood bpd yandere favorite person fuck bpd living with bpd actually depressed i don't make the rules i wish i did tho
anezkadragon
anezkadragon

Examples of bpd episodes:

  • just being really silent, suffering from unbearable self hate, believing everyone hates you
  • feeling watched, paranoid in public and judged
  • experiencing life trough a white fog, not being able to see, hear everything - not feeling anything
  • feeling numb and unreal, depressive episodes - not being able to move
  • self harm
  • feeling highly agitated, experiencing anger, rage - behaving violently against loved once - being verbally and physically aggressive, abusive
  • behaving like a little kid, child-like expressions, speech and behaviors - needing constant attention and help
  • often experiencing more than one of the above at once
  • other disorders factor in - such as eating disorders
  • feeling completely helpless during those episodes - watching yourself from the outside
anezkadragon
anezkadragon

bpd also means:

chronic feelings of emptiness

  • basically having no hobbies
  • not being able to find a passion
  • not experiencing happiness trough hobbies or people
  • but really wanting to do something fun and fulfilling
  • being tired, having depression
  • rushing into new hobbies and needing equipment immediately, spending a lot of money
  • but loosing interest quickly and easily
  • not pursuing hobbies due to no instant success
  • not being able to act on a hobby cause you’re highly agitated
  • feeling numb all day, even around loved ones and doing something actually fun
  • not really experiencing a situation, feeling like you are not actually there