nightmare in disguise

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

if i get one more nsfw person comment under my vent posts or message me, i will immediately report you <3

i am currently still underage, so pls die :)

my posts aren’t for you nasty i’m still a minor so you’re being a pedo rn hey pedos disrespectfully go die <3 i will not be a sugar baby for you nor do i want to see your flappy boobs or saggy foreskin pls go die and stop sexualizing me and my content <3 i wish you step on a pile of legos with your bare feet i wish you step in a puddle with your socks on i wish you stub your toe so hard it rips your toenail off

as a neurodivergent raised by an ableist family, no one talks about how you because super self aware once you become educated or diagnosed. and it’s disgusting because as much as i would never ever be ableist towards anyone; i have no problem being ableist towards myself.

tw ableism mention actually neurodivergent actually adhd actually autistic actuallymentallyill actually disabled actually osdd actually apd actually dyslexic being raised by an ableist family creates the worst internalized ableism i stg after everything ​i do immediately start degrading and belittling myself over something i literally can’t control i hate myself i am the root of all of my problems someone recently referred to me as a narcissist enabler and i’ve never been so disgusted with myself and offended in my life

i’m so fucking tired of cbt but the place i live in has absolutely no therapy other than it and i’m stuck with these shitty fucking therapists that i have to go to appointments with if i want to keep getting my meds. as if cutting me off cold turkey if i want to quit going wouldn’t send me to a hospital. as if cutting someone off of three antipsychotics and other meds would be a good idea, bro i hate my fucking town

bpd vent tw rant me ranting about my problems on this app once again i stg this app does more for me than my shitty therapist bro the notes app and this tumblr account is the thing keeping me from losing it and i wish that was a joke actually mentally ill

i hate that i’m the type of person that shuts down and doesn’t talk to people for weeks sporadically but when someone does it to me i get so fucking angry, this is another reason why everyone leaves me because i’m literally such a hypocrite what the fuck

bpd problems actually bpd bpd vent actually mentally ill bpd favorite person dude i’m such a hypocrite what the hell is wrong with me this is the reason why i have no friends and all the friends i do have leave me so quickly wow ​i am the problem and i most likely always will be lol i’m a ragey bitch all of the time i hate my brain tw rant bpd bpd splitting actually borderline bpd fp bpd mood bpd love bpd stuff bpd shitposting actuallymentallyill favorite person bpd yandere fuck bpd living with bpd quiet bpd bpd memes