nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

Probably one of the worst traits of BPD is the lack of emotional permanence, like no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the moment you are alone it feels like you were never loved and its all a figment of your imagination.

[nightmare in disguise]

[cry1ngpr1nce]

bpd core is falling asleep early without telling qnyone and no one is worried so noe you think you can get away with killing urself

[nightmare in disguise]

[cry1ngpr1nce]

the abused urge to curl up on an empty bed with just a stuffie and lie there

[nightmare in disguise]

[her-minds-a-mess]

sorry what did you say i was too busy thinking about kissing you

[nightmare in disguise]

[ediblechalk]

Please death, claim me.

[nightmare in disguise]

[stupiddangel]

it was too heavy to carry around, why couldn’t i feel light like the other children?

[nightmare in disguise]

[softgrlfriend]

the fact that I have to be in the “right headspace” to do even the simplest tasks. absolutely humiliating

[nightmare in disguise]

[angelofpestilence]

gaslighting myself into thinking i’m doing fine

[nightmare in disguise]

[the-blended-system]

I wish I didn’t feel rage when you don’t respond as fast as I want. I wish I wouldn’t feel abandoned by an exhange of text bubbles. I wish I didn’t obsess over what you do while you’re not answering. I wish I was fucking normal. My brain is killing me.

[nightmare in disguise]

[kissme-imscared-deactivated2022]

｡･ﾟﾟ･ let me corrupt your mind and be the only thought you think･ﾟﾟ･｡