Please just kill me if you're losing interest. It's much less cruel than leaving.
telling job interviewers i work great under pressure knowing id kill myself
warning signs of a BPD episode
- you start to feel atypically upset
- you start to feel irrational anger or hatred
- you start to feel as if your emotions are taking over your rational thinking but can't do much or anything to help it
- you start to zone out of reality, can be both physically and mentally
- you start to see your favourite person as malicious
- you start to hyperfocus on your emotions or can't focus at all
- you start to think nobody does and will ever understand you
- you start to feel extremely restless and fidgety
- you start to feel hopelessly pessimistic
- you start to feel intense paranoia over abandonment
- you start to feel urges to do impulsive, atypical things
- you start to crave chaos in the moment
note that this may not be the same for everyone! this is just my own experience and a few others'.
want someone who'll manipulate me and isolate me from everyone else so they can control me fully and make me into their perfect little doll
netflix and chill but instead of fucking we just watch serial killer documentaries and have in depth discussions about what part of their childhood made them murder people
