We almost had it. I almost had you.
There’s no safety net underneath
I’m free-falling all in you..
Because life is meant to be lived.
Now I know why I suffer
Because I...
...I have already died loving you.
the urge to just lay down and let time pass you by forever. it’s called clinical depression
my daily routine has been get home from school, cry into my daily after school nap, get woken up by my mother handing me food and then i lay in bed waiting for his texts. my mother has figured out that i won’t eat unless she gives me food because i forget and then i get the food, get distracted and then never finish it and then wonder why it feels like when i used to fast.. oh the wonderful time of having adhd :)
why would you let them touch you? if it happens again, i'll make sure they regret ever being born.
I just want my darling to take advantage of me again..
I wanna feel him hold me again..
have his grip get tighter around me.
I would stab myself over and over and over and over just to prove my devotion to our love
