nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

the rage i have is so overwhelming right now. it’s like electricity flowing through my veins and the fury is crawling it’s way from under my skin about to spew out. i just want you to fucking love me, why is that so fucking hard for you. i’d do anything for you, to keep you safe and happy. my priority has and always will be you, until the end of time. just give me a chance to give you the love you deserve, please baby. i’d do anything for you darling, i’d rip my own heart out to please you. let me serve you, please.

[nightmare in disguise]

i’m a burden. no one has to tell me, i just know. no one in my life has stayed because i’m such a weight to carry and no one wants that.

[nightmare in disguise]

[imacreepimaweirdo1]

if i could i'd kiss your cheeks so hard your entire face would bruise! write your name in blood on every wall, it would make the evening news! i'd chain our feet together so that you can never leave! i'd make you love me so much you'd have to ask permission to breathe!!!!!

[nightmare in disguise]

some tics that i have that make me laugh

“andrew’s gay” he is in fact not gay…

“1 2 3 4 your mom’s a fucking whore”

“hah!! i’ll fuck your mom”

“hey!! hey!! guess what!! hey guess what,, fuck you”

“what a bitch, what a fuckin bitch”

“can you not fucking do that please” *in a british accent* which is really fucking funny because i’m not british

“beans!! beans!! fucking beans!! i like beans!! string beans, kidney beans, baked beans- i love fucking beans!!” i in fact don’t like beans at all

“ a b c d can i please suck your p”

“hah!! boner” *while tapping my collarbone with my finger*

“can you please kindly fuck off”

“i’ll shove these up your ass” *with both middle fingers up*

“hey, red orange yellow green blue purple,, i’m black” i am in fact black but this is literally so funny to me like what

“quit being biphobic” when literally no one is talking about gay people at all

“beef beef beef,, i smell like beef”

“i hate britney ” i don’t even know a britney

it’s clear to say i definitely have coprolalia.. :,)

[nightmare in disguise]

[cigarette-smoker-arabella]

i miss the lana del rey sad girl daddy issues cigarettes smudged mascara doc martens fishnet socks the 1975 troy sivan iphone 5 highly problematic tumblr

[nightmare in disguise]

[yancore-angel]

my life revolves around you

and i wouldnt want it any other way

[nightmare in disguise]

i wanna do whatever he wants. i don’t care how it affects me. i want to keep him happy forever!!

[nightmare in disguise]

[cloudyangelmind-deactivated2022]

want him to be as obsessed with me as i am him so that any time someone else even breathes around him, he's disgusted about the fact that they aren't me.

[nightmare in disguise]

[gutpuppie]

i need you. i need you to love me. im no one — im nothing without you telling me i mean something! i need you to care and show it. I'll hurt anyone you want me to! even myself! if that's what it takes to get you to notice me...

[nightmare in disguise]

god you’re so pretty, come let me hold you and keep you safe from everyone else. you’re mine darling, no one else’s. remember that, repeat it, memorize it. you are mine and if you forget i can make sure to carve it into your skin so there’s always a reminder. you don’t need anyone else but me, i’m your pride and joy. i’m your baby until the end of time.