Quiet bpd culture is wanting to threat suicide when someone's leaving you but you'd feel worse cuz you think you'd be manipulating them into taking care of you when they really don't want to so you just suppress your breakdown and suffer in silence instead
the bpd urge to say something really mean and fucked up when someone wont stop arguing with you but holding it in even tho you feel like u are going to physically combust from the rage clawing at your throat and ending up feeling like a bad person anyway for having those thoughts


