nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

I should accept that nobody is coming to save me

[nightmare in disguise]

[lypomania]

dating seems so hopeless and meaningless when you know everyone leaves and disappoints anyways

[nightmare in disguise]

[salmonellr]

I really can’t imagine love without obsession. How can you love someone without wanting to spend every moment with them? Without wanting them to only be with you? Without wanting to know everything about them? Without wanting to follow them home? Without wanting to collect everything they touch? Without wanting to die with them? Without wanting to die for them?

[nightmare in disguise]

[yandererat]

We're perfect for each other. We were made for one another. Only I understand you, and only you understand me. No one else will do.

[nightmare in disguise]

i just want his undivided attention, why is that so goddam hard for him to do.. i never focus on anything else but him but he can’t do the same? i could scream

[nightmare in disguise]

[boybluexx]

“Your skin is not paper so don’t cut it” I will literally punch you

[nightmare in disguise]

[imdeadlysad]

idk man, I feel like hitting my head against the wall till I collapse

[nightmare in disguise]

[literary-claustrophobia]

Me: *makes a joke*

My therapist:

[nightmare in disguise]

at this point i don’t want to heal my inner child, i want him to get revenge for everything stolen from him. all the happiness he could’ve had, the pureness, free from the trauma he got from all those monsters. he didn’t deserve what happened to him and he deserves to fight back.

[nightmare in disguise]

i’m in one of those moods that if i drop even a single pencil i will snap it in half and carve into my skin with it. i’m not having a good day, everything is sending me into a spiral.