nightmare in disguise

[nightmare in disguise]

[dreamyanarchists]

What I say: Your my best best friend

What I mean: I have bpd and your my favorite person so my mood and emotions depend on you, you can make or break my day, I need constant reassurance from you, i will start splitting over the smallest thing, I always think you will leave me, I start fights to see if you really care, I will do anything for you, the second you show disinterest in me I will panic, the second you stop answering me I think you hate me, I’m obsessed with you, if you kill yourself there’s a 90% chance I will follow suit, I can’t live without you

Please don’t leave me like the rest

[nightmare in disguise]

[xxtitchiexx]

I rely on him to feel anything and I know it’s bad but as soon as he is gone I’m depressed again it’s like I need this man to function

[nightmare in disguise]

[bpdluv]

i mean it... i would do anything for you

[nightmare in disguise]

[theonenoonewantsx]

Being suicidal from a young age really messes you up

[nightmare in disguise]

[godisahuman]

Every once in a while I think “why do I have all these mental disorders, surely my childhood wasn’t that bad” and then I have an interaction with my mother and I understand.

[nightmare in disguise]

[the-milf-collector]

sexy bitches have both mommy and daddy issues

[nightmare in disguise]

[account-deleted-3467-deactivate]

That BPD urge to sleep all day.

[nightmare in disguise]

[s4dbunn1]

The chances of finding love with bpd is 0 to none lol.

[nightmare in disguise]

[s4dbunn1]

the urge to relapse just to feel something

[nightmare in disguise]

[s4dbunn1]

I hate realizing that this is it. this is life. I only get one chance and I’m spending it crying over food, hurting myself and unable to get out of bed some days.