bpd is like “i actually want to kill myself, i’ve never been in so much pain in my entire life,” immediately followed by hysterically laughing at a meme
i hate the cycle when i wake up and can’t wait to go to bed again
The urge to over-explain everything because your parents never trusted you ❤️
There's yandere's on insta taking "beloved applications" and you can just tell they're not a real yandere
"this is my coping account for my BPD"
No it ain't lmao, you'd know you can't chose a FP/Beloved.
Hell, you can't choose a loved one in general!
Real yandere's cannot chose who they obsess over. Even if we know it's not good for us, we are still gonna obsess.
I know my FP/Beloved is not a good thing. I know that they have hurt me very very badly in many ways, and I know they will probably hurt me again. But I'm still inlove, I'm still obsessed. I don't want to be, but I am.
It's annoying to see all these people acting like this is a choice, or something to be desired. It is not something to be desired
I'm not here up at 4AM sobbing and hurting myself over my beloved because I said ONE thing wrong because I chose to. I'm not obsessing the the point of not eating just for you to be like "what stranger on the internet will I act like I'm inlove and obsessed with 😍"
You're not obsessed. You're 13. They're a stranger who could be 30.years old and fetishizes yanderes
People who grew up in toxic families are the kings of acting like nothing traumatic happened the next day
Abuse hits different when it's your parent and you're a child. It doesn't just injure once. It injures again and again through adulthood every time you don't walk away from abusive people, because you never learned it wasn't normal.