i think I'll never be able to have a normal and healthy relationship with anyone. maybe it's my fucked up brain and my twisted logic; I'll never believe someone genuinely wants nor loves me. it's impossible. I'm just an obligation. legally, emotionally or socially; I'm just the person they have to keep so gossips are avoided. this is not love, it never was. this is me confining you inside of my toxic environment
"you control your feelings and how you react and what you react to" sHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! NO I DO NOT!!!



