“i know that i’ll never be anyone’s favorite person im used to it and i really understand it cause i hate me so much, but why does it hurt so much knowing that no one will ever choose me”
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the only thing that is keeping me alive is the fear it won’t work and having to see everyone’s faces again. that was so humiliating, i tried to kill myself but i just ended up being a mourn museum. absolutely disgusting. i never want to see their faces like that ever again. the only time they paid attention is when i was almost dead, it was even worse when they saved me. they should’ve just let me go, it would’ve been less embarrassing.
my mom: you need to get your shit together. i’m not gonna be there for you when you’re an adult!!
me: you weren’t ever “there for me” anyway tf u talkin bout?
it was fucking pathetic
Anonymous asked:
oh? were doing music? NPD culture is Primadonna Girl by Marina and the Diamonds. or anything by marina honestly.
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
cluster b culture is loving your fp beyond the point of obsession and being upset when they can't reciprocate that much love
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
BPD culture is your FP saying "sorry, im just not all too well today" and immediately breaking down because "its all my fault i failed them i fucked up i need to fix this NOW"
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
