“I love you more”
bby I have bpd , no you don’t
BPD is not knowing if your good mood is how neurotypical people feel or if it‘s a manic episode.
me, manic: life is beauty!! life is grace!!
me, bpd rage: i’m about to punch this bitch in the face -_-
I wish I could tell you just how much you mean to me. I wish I could put it into words.
Anonymous asked:
C-PTSD (especially child abuse victims) culture is when others say a bad event changes people, you can’t help but think about how there was never anything to change from. You never knew yourself before your trauma. Trauma didn’t just change who you were, it shaped who you became from day one; it hurts, but the only thing you can do is grieve the person you never got to be because of it.
ptsd-culture-is answered:
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phrases i’ve said that remind me “wow i have bpd”
- *complaining about the packed grocery store* “i miss when i used to think people didn’t exist unless they were around me”
- *sobbing to my friends in my lunch period* “i am an actual failure, i have the worst brain ever. i hate my life why does this have to happen to me. i’m so fucking stupid. i hate being so useless” *proceeds to eat a cosmic brownie* “lol nvm i’m so dramatic, i just needed my daily bang energy and a cosmic brownie.”
- *doesn’t talk to my friends for 3 months but texts the gc* “hi whores, i’m back from my isolation vacation :)”
- *texts fp* “if you woke up one day and i was a worm would you still love me? 🥺”
- *splits on fp and starts a heated argument* “wait i’m sorry for being so mean. i love you, you’re not mad at me right? 🥺”
