Anonymous asked:
undiagnosed cluster b culture is "yeah i definitely have one of these disorders but which fucking one is it??"
I think I maybe figured out a way to explain executive dysfunction to someone who doesn't experience it.
Most people's brains will view laundry or showering as a single task. The 'steps' are there but they're somewhere in the autopilot part of the brain and the chunk is viewed as one whole task. You move through it without thinking much about what it involves.
As someone with executive dysfunction, my brain doesn't do that. The individual steps are all being viewed as individual tasks rather than collapsed into one neat, manageable 'task' in my brain. Pair that with low dopamine and thus low motivation to begin with, and even small things like showering or doing laundry look insanely overwhelming and difficult.
[tw: self harm + death mention] don’t you dare remind me i have no friends. you’re always too busy for me, so you know what i do? nothing, absolutely fucking nothing cuz i don’t know how to live without you. please just fucking love me, i can’t live like this anymore. i will kill myself if you keep ignoring me like this. i need you. you don’t understand how much i mean that, if you were to walk away right now i would go to my razor and cut myself until i bleed out. i’d have nothing to live for.
Anonymous asked:
BPD culture is feeling like at any given moment you just grabbed a handful of symptoms from the Personality Disorder Symptoms bag.
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
cluster b culture is having a cluster b disorder but not knowing which one bc u hide any possible traits that would call attention to the need to be diagnosed in the first place - 👻
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
BPD culture is waking up deeply aware of how fundamentally broken you are and ~5min later cheerfully humming and dancing while making breakfast
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Anonymous asked:
Can cluster B personalities form from trauma? /gen (I’m trying to seek help Bc I’m relating a lot to these and I don’t want to like,, be misinformed.)
cluster-b-culture-is answered:
Cluster B PDs are trauma disorders, so yes. While some cases may be caused by other things (genetics come to mind), they are generally caused by trauma.