i don't belong here
i just want to disappear.
Having a dissociative disorder and/or trauma is literally like
I don’t understand how someone can tell you they’ll be there for you during your time of need and then completely ignore you when you need them the most. I can’t relive my trauma on my own again and I cannot reach out to people who keep pulling away.
i know you don’t love me back but what keeps me going is that at least we still fall asleep under the same sky. so i know we will never be more than a moon away.
wanting to die but having no actual willpower to physically end your life so you just keep putting yourself in situations that make you miserable because you don't deserve happiness >>>