trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
that bpd feel when youre just…. so fucking fed up??? of the tiniest things setting you off and feeling like the end of the world and giving you that feeling that Everything Is Wrong and getting so jealous and so upset and “everyone hates me” its just So Much all the time and im so FUCKING TIRED let me catch a fucking break oh my GOD
Person: “What’s your favorite song?”
Me with no object permanence: “UhHhHhh, it’s hard to choose.”
Person: “So, what hobbies do you have?”
My mind: *goes blank*
Some guy: what’s your favourite film?
Me: I have never seen a film in my life
Someone: tell me something about yourself
Me: *sweating* who??
quantum physics demonstrates that certain things change state when directly observed. in my case, i change into a moron.
I'm starting to realise that 'living' is not my thing.
-wishing to be dead
"No one will ever love you,if they see this emptiness inside you they will leave and never come back again so hide it behind your smile,this world will never accept the darkness hidden inside."
-voices in my head
some lowkey bpd songs that are very relatable
IFHY - Tyler the Creator
Honestly - Lil Peep
Toxic - Brittany Spears
I’m a Mess - Bebe Rexha
Pacify Her - Melanie Martinez
Michelle - Sir Chloe
SUCKER PUNCH - Doja Cat
In my mind there is always a battle between fight and flight approaches to any situation or surrounding, but where the heck is “balanced and rational handling”????
I hope that one day everyone will forget about me, so I can disappear peacefully without hurting anyone.
