trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
So sick of the phrase: "one day it'll get better." Just shut up please, you don't know shit.
Cause when I hear your name I can not stop cheesing
I love you so much that my heart stops beating when you're leaving
And I'm grieving and my heart starts bleeding
Life without you has no god damn meaning
Sorry I'm passive aggressive for no god damn reason
It's that my mood change like these god damn seasons
I'll fall for you, but I love you
- Tyler the Creator
I wanna jump off a building and maybe not die. just relieve some stress and tension by slamming my body onto the sidewalk and then get up and go get a slurpee or something.
Trapped in the world where no one chooses me. Trapped in the body that no one desires. Cursed with the face that repulses everyone.
i wish i could hold them in my arms so tight they forgot about all of their worries, even if it is just for a second, a minute, even. i wish i knew how to tell them "darling, you are so much more than enough". that just their presence makes living through this hell worth it. hearing their laugh makes me alive again. their wisdom is admirable. hearing them talking about the things they love, seeing the light in their eyes, the way their voice goes a little higher than usual? it is all just so, so lovely. at times like this, i wonder — do they know how much i appreciate them? do they know my love for them is just so, so loud?
Some people will be mentally ill for their lifetime and it won’t be because they didn’t try hard enough
