Bpd is “I’m bored. Let’s cut my wrists and not eat in two days lol”
i’ve got 99 problems and my personality disorder caused all of them
trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
i think the worst thing about being suicidal in your teens is not having a plan for adulthood. i thought i would’ve been dead by the time i turned 18, but i’m not. now i feel like i’m just winging everything in hopes that it’ll turn out in my favor. i have no real plans for the future and that scares me.
i wish i could k!ll myself without hurting the very small number of people it would affect
I hate just existing and not really living I feel so disconnected from everything just from life in general
okay but THE realization that the “is there anything better than pussy? yes a really good book” vine was filmed in the same room that inside was filmed in…….what does one do with that information
“fuck you my child is completely fine”
your child romanticizes abuse from the person they adore because you gaslit them into believing that being abused was a sign of love.
it’s me, i’m the child :,)
shoutout to the part of inside where bo says something like "i hope this special can do for you what it's done for me, which is to distract myself from wanting to put a bullet in my head. with a gun." but he says the part about the gun in a joking way
just, you know, because.