How many more pills do I have to pop in order to feel like a person again?
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Drugs will never hurt me
Am I out here wanting to fuckin die for no reason? You fuckin know it.
I hate this feeling and moments like these. The sudden depressive waves and suicidal thoughts. I just want it to end, all of it. There's nothing worth keeping in this life of mine. Yes, there's great people, but they'd be so much better off without me in their life. What's the point of making them suffer through me when I'm the one ruining shit. I don't let it out but I'm sick and tired of myself. People shouldn't have to deal with or handle me. No one should ever again.
Feeling numb is the greatest feeling when you can’t feel anything at all...
being overweight with an ed
your parents promote it:
“ok fast as long as you can and i’ll buy you really low calorie foods and you can keep your intake to whatever you want.”
your significant other promotes it:
“wow babe you’re getting so small! that’s great!”
the people around you could care less if you eat 10 calories or 1000:
“oh! the healthier choice? proud of you!”
if you DO decide to eat regularly, you’ll be judged.
“are you sure? you’ve been doing so good lately..”
doctors won’t diagnose you.
nobody will suspect a thing.
and i think that’s the worst thing about it.
because they don’t care until you’re skinny.
and i’m just. not. skinny.
ninety-two pounds
I would kill for these legs.
Is it just me or does anyone else feel different when they’re hungry? It’s like my body looks different to me after I eat, like I can go the whole day not eating and I’ll feel skinny and my collar bones will seem to stick out more and my waist will be a little slimmer. But then when I eat it feels like I grow 2 sizes bigger and all of a sudden I’m fat again and never want to eat again. It happens even if I eat like a carrot or something really low cal. I don’t know I feel so stupid
My dude
I think we may have body dysmorphia
Reblog if you’re a trans boy and have an ED
I wanna know how many trans boys suffering from an ED are there