trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
i think one of the worst things about abandonment issues is that you spend your life in a constant cycle of expecting someone to leave, consequently doing shit that’ll make them leave, and then affirming to yourself that they were gonna leave the whole time because of who you are as a person
i’m waiting :))
i need this more than oxygen
“what’s wrong, talk to me”
“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”
“we’ll work it out together”
i really don’t do well with “maybe” or “we’ll see”. i have bpd so everything is very black and white for me. it has to be a straight up yes or a no. also if plans are changing, PLEASE let me know what’s going on in detail bc change stresses me out big time
do you ever just feel like ur a place holder in every kind of relationship you have or are you normal
I'm 1% girl. 1% creature. 98% s3lf harm addiction
I am 1% boy, 1% monster, and 98% self sabotage addiction
