I’m trying to figure out how to see you. I’m listening but I don’t / hear anything. I’m there next to you maybe.
Erin Carlyle, from “I don’t know what to do in the dark with you,” Up the Staircase Quarterly (no. 32, 2016)
trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
I’m trying to figure out how to see you. I’m listening but I don’t / hear anything. I’m there next to you maybe.
i really don’t do well with “maybe” or “we’ll see”. i have bpd so everything is very black and white for me. it has to be a straight up yes or a no. also if plans are changing, PLEASE let me know what’s going on in detail bc change stresses me out big time
do you ever just feel like ur a place holder in every kind of relationship you have or are you normal
I'm 1% girl. 1% creature. 98% s3lf harm addiction
I am 1% boy, 1% monster, and 98% self sabotage addiction