trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
honestly bpd sucks because i’ll be showing up for ppl because i think they’re worth it and i don’t want them to leave me, but they don’t show up for me, which implies im not worth it and losing me isn’t worth the effort and it’s so painful being the only one giving a fuck
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i’m waiting :))
i need this more than oxygen
“what’s wrong, talk to me”
“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”
“we’ll work it out together”
i really don’t do well with “maybe” or “we’ll see”. i have bpd so everything is very black and white for me. it has to be a straight up yes or a no. also if plans are changing, PLEASE let me know what’s going on in detail bc change stresses me out big time
do you ever just feel like ur a place holder in every kind of relationship you have or are you normal
I'm 1% girl. 1% creature. 98% s3lf harm addiction
I am 1% boy, 1% monster, and 98% self sabotage addiction
