ive decided i’m going to die alone a complete and utter failure to everyone around me and kill myself at age 23 because fuck watching all the people in high school get married and have kids. this is just one instance and i’m already a wreck
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i’m waiting :))
i need this more than oxygen
“what’s wrong, talk to me”
“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”
“we’ll work it out together”
i really don’t do well with “maybe” or “we’ll see”. i have bpd so everything is very black and white for me. it has to be a straight up yes or a no. also if plans are changing, PLEASE let me know what’s going on in detail bc change stresses me out big time
do you ever just feel like ur a place holder in every kind of relationship you have or are you normal
I'm 1% girl. 1% creature. 98% s3lf harm addiction
I am 1% boy, 1% monster, and 98% self sabotage addiction