nightmare in disguise β€” i swear im normal if u ignore my extreme mood...

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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

i swear im normal if u ignore my extreme mood swings, my debilitating attachment issues, the heavy urge to self destruct and the never ending yearning to feel truly loved despite it all

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i’ve talked about this before but a bpd symptom i absolutely HATE is the lack of emotional permanence.

no matter how many loving people i have in my life, the second they are gone it’s like i was never loved and that it’s all in my imagination but as soon as they come back, it’s like i’ve never been sad

actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd bpd fp actually borderline bpd vent bpd favorite person bpd shitposting bpd problems bpd mood i HATE this so much lacking emotional permanence is one of the worst things for me because i look crazy to outsiders haven’t seen my fp in 4 hours? i am literally sobbing on the floor believing that i’ve never felt this kind of debilitating pain in my life but as soon as he comes back it’s like i’ve never been upset before.. so so so embarrassing and infuriating

how i sleep knowing im lonelier than i’ve ever been and i do it to myself by never texting anyone back or talking to them because im terrified

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actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd bpd fp bpd shitposting actually borderline bpd favorite person bpd mood bpd problems bpd vent sometimes i just don’t wanna text cuz it makes me scared that they’ll break the pattern so i just self sabotage my relationships so i don’t get hurt.. tell me how that makes sense… :/ cuz in my brain it does not my heart tho my heart do be lonely

sorry but imagine getting married to someone thinking ur gonna spend the rest of ur life together and then you divorce. im too sensitive for this life because that’s another level i am not willing to feel that kinda pain. like it’s one thing breaking up.. but a DIVORCE??? i can’t live a conventional life im too sensitive

actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd shitposting actually borderline bpd vent bpd favorite person bpd mood bpd problems bpd bpd fp fuck that shit getting a divorce- that’s fucking scary bro no thanks

i push away the people i want the most in my life and i tell myself that it’s because i need to learn to live w/out attachments. but deep inside, all i want is for someone to resist my efforts at pushing them away and tell me i am worth holding on to even when i’m acting like a child

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood all i want is for someone to truly care and WANT to fight to keep me in their life all i want is to feel loved n ​loved for the fucked up parts of me all i want is true unconditional love

i’ve come to terms with the fact i have a super unhealthy view of love.. my bpd makes me believe that love is abuse, ptsd makes me believe that abuse is love and in turn that makes my vision of love a clusterfuck of obsession and manipulation.. i don’t know how to fix it but i want to

actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd shitposting actually borderline bpd bpd favorite person bpd mood bpd problems bpd fp bpd vent i’m tired of living like this i don’t ever know what the fuck love is but i crave it so so so much

hugging skin - to - skin isn’t enough i need to crawl inside him and feel our hearts beating next to each other

actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd shitposting bpd actually borderline bpd favorite person bpd fp bpd vent bpd mood bpd problems bpd yandere yandere thoughts yandere post irl yan irl yandere male yandere i wanna be inside his skin :) i’m not gonna put his tag on this cuz if he ever finds his tag i don’t want this to be there but just know this is about my beloved
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